Steak

"i love you" he said.

"i love you too" i answered back

They were unnatural and taste funny : so easy to say and yet they were like tough steak and i was vegetarian.

Cries

I hear her cries as no one else does, covered with smiles, she walks on unnoticed. 

Under the rain you’d see, red, stained across her face

Life flashes, trusting, confiding gets harder

Last

I seem to suffer from expressing how I truly feel and when I do i feel so awkward cause there are too many emotions at a go. I try to hide most of my emotions and sometimes I cant. This just turns me silent. I know I am not like how I was 5 years ago. I've had the "you have changed" remark in my face and still have yet to find out whether its for the worst or better. I just want to cry my heart out, yet there are no more tears.